& i'm back.

don't let them tell you how to live
don't let them tell you how to love
don't let them tell you how to fly
don't let them tell you how to smile
don't let them tell you shit

i'm young.
i'm doing my thing.
i gotta put myself first, or i'll loose myself.

i legit cannot believe it's summer again. this year felt like a blur.

now all i want is summmmmmmmmmmmmer.

"We can't change the world till we change ourselves"

A shot to kill the pain,
A pill to drain the shame,
A purge to stop the gain,
A cut to break the vein,
A smoke to ease the crave,
A drink to win the game;
an addictions an addiction
because it always hurts the same.

A shot to loosen up,
A pill to pass the time,
A purge to pass skinny,
A cut to let out the anger,
A smoke to relax,
A drink to cover up.
An addiction is an addiction
because i'm dyinnn' reallllll slow.