july 20th.

i'm starting over.

because it's all behind.

the past is the past.

i'm free now.

i don't have any regrets.

& you don't have to be happy for me.

i'm happy for myself.

& i kinda want to fast foward & see what's it gonna be like...

but if i could do that...what would be the point of everyday?

july 19th 2009.

i had to lie to you.

sorry.

but i told you & you freaked.

that was the first time i ever lied to you.

& it actually was hard for me.

not that lying is hard for you.

you've been lying to me this whole time.

please baby.

i'll look after you.

i'm so over being sad.

i'll stick to that now.

because it's summer...

summer lovin' <3